wow its been a year!

listening to dedications and discussions about the big As on Muttons to midnight made me realise that its been ONE WHOLE YEAR since my As.
gosh, time really flies, i swear this year flew by so quickly that i forgot to breathe, like even faster than u can pronounce supercalifragelisticespelidocious!
okay, actually thats pretty long!
longest word in the english language.

(eheh but i bet the NS guys would beg to differ. someone must be stealing time from us girls and putting it into their lives)

that reminds me i only have about 11days til my final exams! :O
zomg.
can.we.please.slow.down.
someone/something.please.make.me.stop.procrastination.and.start.mugging.
i have too much inertia, not entirely attributed to my mass though.

okay, actually, i would rather time to go faster for now, like fast forward to december! :D
HOLIDAYS. HOHO.
good thing abt uni holidays is that its REALLY a holiday.

more often than not, we get so focused on our goal that we forgot to stop and smell the roses along the way.
is the goal so important?
why are we studying so hard?
for a so called better life?

esp when i dont even like what im doing.

how does it continue after that?
get a job, get married, have kids, make them study..... (it starts all over again)
confirming to society norms?
oh so boring.

therefore, i must fulfill the list of things that i wna do before i die. (refer to older blog posts, somewhere end of last year/beginning of this year)
i wna really LIVE life.

HOWEVER, before i can do that, i need $$$, so its back to studying again, so that i can earn big bucks yadayada...

what irony, i know.

well if only i have 10 million dollars now, i would quit school and travel the world :D
ok time to buy TOTO.
yeah dream on, i know.
hahaha

well, alternatively i can make this blog famous, some rich ass out there would sponsor me to travel and blog.
hahahah unfortunately, thats as good as striking TOTO ten times in a row, given my mediocre linguistic skills.

OR i could marry some rich guy out there.
maybe thats more hopeful, the odds are about 0.0000000000000001% higher than striking TOTO.
hahaha.

3

by britney spears

hahaha damn crazy but im loving this song, its damn catchy.
but the lyrics are kinda....
hahaha

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1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it's alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

Lets' make a team
Make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme
Now are you game?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it's alright
What do you say?

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***
Countin'

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game?

Lets' make a team
Make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme
Now are you game?

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing
Are - you in
I am countin'!

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it you and me
You and me...
Or three....
Or four....
- On the floor!

Everybody loves ***

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it you and me
You and me...
Or three....
Or four....
- On the floor!

it slips away

so quickly like sand falling on your open hands, seeps through the fingers, grain by grain without warning...

time is so timeless.

cant believe this is week12!
(including recess week = 13) weeks have passed! zomg.
just yesterday did i suddenly realise that sem1 is coming to an end! nxt week is the last week?
half my freshman year is gone just like that.
and i still dont knw what im doing

i swear uni life flies at like 3 x 10^8 m/s, a million times faster than sec sch and jc!
gosh.
and the to do lists just never stops growing, like a child hitting puberty.
sheer survival seems bleak.

yawns.
why.
the odd year curse. seriously.
it comes back to haunt every two years.
every odd year following a happy even year seems to suck alot, like a bubble tea straw.

on a side note, i shall stop procrastinating and register for BTT. SOON.

all i can say is that its sad to know that our friendship dont mean much to you anyway.
so much for being good friends.

just because.

"there will come a point in time when your life flashes past you, make sure it's worth watching"
i'm usually not that kind that bother to read those graffiti at the bustops, but this thought provoking quote caught my eye that day.

many a times i often exclaim i want to do (insert random exciting activity), i want to do (insert rare stuffs)
but of the many times, how often do i even get abt fulfilling them?

came across a blog which kinda made me think about how much i should stop procrastinating in my life.
youth only comes once.

it also made me realise i havent really tried hard enough for anything.
maybe a part of me hates being disappointed, therefore i nv got about investing alot time/energy/feelings into anything unless i know its a definite thing.
just because im afraid of not getting it, i would rather not have my hopes too high.
what a coward, i know.

but i realise.... this would only mean i would prolly nv accomplish anything.
because success only comes about exploring the unknown, the uncertain.
people say good things only go to people who dare to try (hard enough), in love, in sch, in life.
they give their everything, they deserve every single bit of it.
every experience leaves you either super elated or terribly sad.
there's no in betweens, no devoid of emotions, no neutral feelings, no indifference.

i secretly admire people who live by the motto "all or nothing"
they give it their all, regardless.
and have no regrets.

i guess it's better to have regrets from doing smth than from not doing something.
at least it wont torment your entire life with thoughts like "what if ive done this.. what if ive done that.."

society has taught us that the opportunity cost of studying hard now to get a good degree is smaller relative to not being educated enough in future
is studies worth forsaking ur youth for, just because it's supposedly gna bring u a better future?
it all boils down to money huh?
its ironic that when you have the youth, you dont have the money to do things that you want to
but when you have all the money, u would prolly be too old to do much.

imagine rocking in ur golden armchair, hugging a stack of cash, thinking about significant occurrences in ur life.... to realise that it all only adds up to a grand total of the length of a 5min video?

NOOOOO. that shall not happen to me.
came across a list of things that i wrote on my blog some time back (early this yr?), about things that i would do bef i die, i must start doing smth to fulfill them!

live your life to the fullest.
but then again, what yardstick do we measure by?

ZZZZZZ

cant believe we just wasted our sat night on the proj.
haha but thanks to wj! if not for him, i doubt we would be done w it.
THANKS ALOT :D

yawns. super tired.
but still have some long report to do. havent started. due tmr.
guess its round two tonight. hoho :(

the weekend is gone just like that.
happens every week.
its like for a moment u're happily looking forward to a weekend, then poooof, the nxt moment its monday alr!

ahaha alright, shall stop yakking.....

thanks for making me feel like a fool

guess where?

C_________ L___________

im blogging in the library! (while waiting for the meeting later)
CHINESE LIBRARY somemore. HAHAH.

the angmoh one didnt have available sockets so here i am....

*surrounded by PRCs*

feels weird.

as if i invaded their lil comfort space :P

yawns. im falling aslp.
zzzzzz

i wonder how ppl study here.
its so conducive............
TO SLEEP.
such peace, such cool air.....

:)

MIDTERMS ARE OVER.
hahah abit lag i know, some ppl ended like last fri!
oh wells.

but then...
its freaking sian,
the amount of overdue work is as high as bt timah hill alr!
so much for skipping lectures and ponning/not doing tutorials

yawns.
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sigh. why is it always like that!
the things that i really want, i cant get :(
why cant this, for once, be an exception?

it hurts so baddddd :(

why wasnt i more true to myself? :(

second chance?